Fuck, Haven't posted in ages aye. My life is going great I don't know why, but me and my closest friend are fucking growing apart, I'm pretty sure it's my fault too. I dunno what I'd do without her. I've fucking slipped into not going to school again, which just fucking great. and I'm even more sure mum hates me. Also, you know whats laughable? I'm a fucking psychotic bitch that causes everything yet she wants me to go home? lol. The only reason why I don't go home is because I need the internet, an she's not getting that anytime soon. No matter what she does to me I still love her and I miss being in my own bed. But over all I feel fantastic. I don't care about this shit anymore. I don't know if I've reached another stage in not caring about shit ( Lol, shit, that sounds so... fail. but if it is, I understand why I'm growing apart from my friends) Or something else that's recently happened in my life. ♥ :) What I feel about this shit in my life is in the immortal words of in your face by children of bodom. " I don't give a flying fuck."

I haven't been this fucking happy in ages. :)

The only thing is, I'm getting sick again. I hate having an Auto immune disease. Especially when technically I don't have it. Having all the symptoms, having a forever raised thingomajiggy ( Um, forgot the word, it's in your blood and large amounts mean your immune system is fighting something) doesn't mean a fucking thing if the blood test comes back negative.

On the subject of things like this happening. When I was in hospital for a week last year, I met a lovely lady, (she told me how to unlock the more adult movies on the starlight machines, ftw. I was so bored until I found out about that, but once I did know, I could watch the matrix, yay!)
And she was there because of her daughter, ( no duh, it was the sunshine ward, I'm pretty sure she wouldn't be in it, lol. there was only one other person around my age in the whole ward, everyone else was 7 or under :() Her daughter will need 24 hr care for the rest of her life, because she has some disease, but because she was able to sit up (or something) she mustn't have anything wrong with her, because people with diseases MUST MUST MUST have disease exactly the same way *rolls eyes*

school.

Not much to say, I'm back at school. The teacher who was filling the drama coordinator's positon while our normal one is on long service leave has left the school for personal reasons, Which mean's A. We aren't doing Olivier as the musical and B. I have a new drama teacher. My english teacher is now filling the Drama coordinators role (He majors in Drama) And we are doing the play "The Yellow Boat." I've auditoned and I'll get a part, but wether it's chorus or a major role is unknown. I don't think I'll have a major part, but if I do I bet i'll be a doctor. In my drama class we are going to have one teacher for 4 weeks and then another.

With Geography I'll be going to Hastings point in August. I'll get to go kayaking through mangroves! Yay!

Modern History I'll have to do a research journal this term but hopefully it wont be too hard, We are doing a essay on the arpathied and the theme is Positions of power ( Or something like that) But I don't know the exact Question I'll get yet.

My friend has been moved to my religon class and we are going to be doing a oral on a religon of our choicce.

English I have to do a Film review, Ugh I hate watching movies I don't like. I'd rather read a book.

Maths is easy, I already know all the stuff.

Art is ok, Except for I've only had a relief teacher ( the proper teachers family is sick) So we can't really do anything but our theory which we have do it by monday. (GAH!) Which means 20 definations & research on five of them. I haven't even started.

That's 7 classes? isn't it?

100 Questions

1.ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
I have a tiny but promient scar on the inside of my right elbow. I was playing handball ( the Australian school yard version... nothing like "real" handball, it's more like tennis) and I had a pencil in my pocket, i went down for the ball and it went into my ary,

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
love heart wall paper, three tin poster things ( of ramones, sex pistols and the clash) a Marilyn Monroe photo, a massive HIM poster, a pin board and some posters out of yen and frankie.

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
pink

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
mostly hard rock and metal

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
Can't remember

6. WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
i dunno.

7. WHO DO YOU MISS?
School tbh.

8.WHAT'S YOUR MIDDLE NAME?
Caitlen sasha eileen alice :B they are all middle names

9. THE BEST TV SHOW EVER CREATED:
doctor who
10. THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO?
Ciara

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
sometimes

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
Um. I can't remember.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
body shop vanilla

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
It depends on the person really

15. WOULD YOU RATHER BE SMART OR FUNNY?
Smart

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
ice coffee. the only two energy drinks I can drink are the sprite one and mother, but they changed mother and I don't like it anymore and you can't get the sprite one anymore.
the other energy drinks make me shake and stuff

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
depends on how i'm feeling

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I feel like a bubble gum sooper dooper. (sooperdooper is this long thin ice block that comes in a plastice slip, my primary school used to sell them you can get it in shops, but i haven't been bothered to get any)

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
my siblings?

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
No, not really, I know a little bit of french german and japanese, but not well enough to speak it.

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU?
Dunno. I was the first child born into the family for 20 yrs, so everyone spoilt me

22. DO YOU LIKE SOMEONE?
not really.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
Er, sorta... long story.

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
Anything that has the same clothes for normal and plus sizes.
It's hard to find nice plus sizes clothes... the only store around here that does that is cross roads.

25. WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR?
One that goes. :B

26. WHAT COLOR IS IT?
Doesn't matter

27. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE KIND OF EXERCISE?
swimming

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
you can't help yourself

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
through actions

30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
13

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
Redheads. but like dark bright red, not ginger.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
I hate talking on phones

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
dunno

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE U.S.?
I don't live in the us

35. YOUR WEAKNESSES?
dunno

36. TATER TOTS OR FRIES?
chips,

37. FIRST JOB?
nothing yet

38. EVER PRANK CALLED SOMEONE?
yup

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Listening to music

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
I'd like my ears pinned back

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
I wanted to do something like this

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
being smart? but I don't think i am

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
I'm underage, so it doesn't really matter
44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
Cladguagh ring(irish wedding ring, wearing it different ways shows your status, pocket watch or a better camera.

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
I don't know, I don't think I'd be a good mum, I think I'd be better as a aunty
46. WHERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
A song

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
sometimes

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
dunno

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
dunno

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
Sometimes. My handwriting changes alot

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
dunno

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
Procrastination, biting my nails, being a bitch etc

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
I don't know! ... Though i used to like spice girls (when I was in preschool)

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
I don’t think so. I'm too shy.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
yes.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
To an extent.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE YOUR ANGER?
On people that don't deserve it

58. WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
Rose's I guess

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
Not really.

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?
I didn't have a favourtie

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
dunno not alot

62. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
No never

63. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FAMOUS?
Um, I know people who know people?
One of the main people in prisilla queen of the desert called my great grand parents house the other day.
64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
Nope

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
dunno

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
El Elly sissy (short for sister) vampy

67. HOW MANY PAIRS OF SHOES DO YOU HAVE?
um... i have my two school shoes, my two converses, my gel sandals, my thongs, my other thongs that you tie up, my wedges, my animal print ones, my doc martens, peep toe flats, so um 15 pairs?
68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
sometimes

69. WHERE YOU UPSET ABOUT STEVE IRWIN DYING?
sad not upset though.

70. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
bosenberry or choc peppermint

71. ARE YOU LAZY?
very.

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
don't have favourites

73. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BAND?
HIM

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
I dunno, but a couple are coming through, hurts like hell.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
sure why not?

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Evergrey: blinded

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
pizza

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
my aunt tasha.

79. WHATS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
depends

80. FAVORITE THOUGHT PROVOKING SONG:
daughter by pearl jam

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
dunno

82. FAVORITE DRINK:
don't know

83. FAVORITE ZODIAC SIGN
libra, which is mine

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
soccer

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
auburn naturally, but is dyed red.

86. EYE COLOR?
brown

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
used too
88. SIBLINGS?
One brother and one sister, both younger.

89. FAVORITE MONTH(s)
october, my birthday

90. DO YOU LIKE SUSHI?
yeah

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
doctor who

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
christmas

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
yup

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
spring

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
hugs, but i don't like being touched... so you have to be real close ie family or rose :B

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE-NIGHT STANDS?
Relationships…

97. WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
dunno
98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
dunno

99. Create your own question! Whoo!

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE EXPRESSION?

um.. no shit sherlock. but then again, I'm really liking
Is the house raised? no it's on stilts. but thats kinda a inside joke.

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
nup.

music

I need download more of:
Evergrey
disturbed
charon
to/die/for
sentenced
poisonblack
before the dawn
69 eyes

and songs i need are :
Venus (she's in our blood)
umm whats it called. >.< can't remember, but its by Ville valo and sung in finnish, its beautiful

medicine cup

dA

I was banned for calling someone a paedophile. I don't mind being banned because what I did was wrong. but it being a perma ban annoys me. It also annoys me that the rules are clearer nor enforced consistently.

I realised I was banned when I tried to post some curves. :\

Also; I saw *camera-wielding-fool's thread. Made me lol especially the fact everyone who doesn't like me used the word twit.

Also; I don't know if this person will get this or not, but dear ~bountyhunterbetty, ciara is pronounced key-rah. It's Gaelic and thus is pronounced in a Gaelic way. Not how you think it is. google shit before you talk shit.
http://babynamesworld.parentsconnect.com/meaning_of_Ciara.html
http://www.babyhold.com/list/Irish_Baby_Names/Ciara/details/
http://babynamesworld.parentsconnect.com/meaning_of_Ciara.html
http://members.tripod.com/ciara_n/ciaraworld/
http://www.baby-names-meanings.net/meaning/ciara.html
http://people.bath.ac.uk/pspcam/biography/index.shtml
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ciara_(given_name)

Enough links?
It's the female version of kieran/cieran. get it? you just don't pronounce the n.

Depending on who you talk to it means either little dark one, dark night or just dark

as to quote the first link
"Ciara is an Irish name derived from the Irish Gaelic word "ciar," meaning "dark." It is traditionally pronounced "KEER ah," with a hard K. This name is the original version of the anglicised variants Keira and Kira. In the US, Ciara is frequently pronounced identically to Sierra; this may partially be due to ignorance of Irish phonetics..."

lol.

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I is not talking about food no more, it stupid.
That's great English no? ;)